My baby boy is smiling, finally. Today he and I hung out all morning and he smiled and cooed, "just like a normal baby!" I remarked...and he napped in his bassinet...and I feel like a normal human being again. Well, maybe not a normal human being, but a normal babyloss mother to an almost 2 month old rainbow baby. I know this too will pass, but this has been a lovely bit of breathing room that I so desperately needed.