E and I had a really good talk. He pulled me out of the darkest of the abyss. Today I was stronger. There was more room for me to breathe. I am ever blessed to be married to him.
Lots of good advice and thoughts about meds. For now, I think I'm going to be holding off. L, you had a really good point about wanting them not to be in the mix when I see the RE on the 4th.
To be clear - I am not in danger of hurting myself. I am just very, very, very sad.
Wishing you all peace through the holidays. We've almost made it. Much love.